the last poem i will post to this site..new site.

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Whisper

Today I died

And my name has been engraved

Into a tombstone

Into your heart

Caste eternally

I once lived

In a place where something beautiful

Seemed so unreal

But now I lie in the balance

Where my path has not yet been fated

There are two directions

Yet my creator hold's the choice

Free will holds no meaning here

You opened your eyes when the image was gone,

That image was I,

And now that I've disappeared,

I finally hear you're tears whisper..

I love you

Fly
What makes you so worthy?
Of an escape?
As if through an evanescence

For your hold still lingers over me,
And I am left near still born,

I await here with feathers,
To repair the wings,
Envious betrayers have torn away,
So that you too held no chance,

Yet if you desire,
Freedom from my grasp,
I shall provide the path,
And rebuild what God,
Never deserved,

I'll aid your escape,
So you can once again fly,
Even if it be,
Away from me.

Is it possible?

That these crystalline tears

Once so priceless

Have lost all value in his name?

Is it perceivable?

That these years wilting by,

Truly had a meaning,

The war of love,

Truly fair game?

To await the newly arisen sun,

That turns the shadows into martyrs,

And your name finally made clear to me,

Rolling off my tongue with the slightest of easy,

Slowly moving towards my grasp,

A love to start again?

Not again perhaps

But a feeling newly conceived,

As I let the grasp loosen,

Around the leash I had tied you too,

Yet you try no escape,

And my hope has turned into gold,

Call me out with the name

You’ve created to symbolize your dominance

And I’ll return the same,

Your creation forever obedient.

Place upon the shackles,

Molded to a perfect fit.

A bond strong as a wedding band,

Iron caste upon that wrist that withdrew the crimson,

The days pass as the grains of sand,

Falling through the torn walls by him.

Eyes blinded by radiance,

Glorifying the once relentless desires,

Yet the light fades till I no long see the dust dancing on the memories,

I miss you,

Truly I do,

But what am I to you?

Nothing,

Fear of being left behind,

You’ve left me there before,

As the night replays through my mind,

The cuts heal for the one I adore,

Yet the gashes in my heart,

Are so unclear to thee,

Slowly being torn a part,

Your kiss lingers upon my lips,

The goodbye,

Rolled smoothly off my finger tips,

You’ve left me here to die,

Will you come to join me?

Under ground to lay,

So your eyes will no longer see,

The one you threw away,

You left me here that day,

Or were you always mine..

Prayer

An aisle appears before me,

As my final steps are taken,

To life anew, to love’s demise?

Hidden behind a veil.

Figures unclear to see,

Of a love forsaken,

Diminished hope lying within his eyes,

Yet forever on smoke clouds to sail.

The final vow is made,

As his lips gently pierce mine,

Yet the tenderness subsides,

As the dream becomes a reality.

In a bed we gently laid,

In our golden bind,

Feeling the flow of pain from inside,

As he disintegrates before me.

A single white rose bleeds upon,

The bed where we once laid,

As I steal the knife of our just dessert,

And implore to join him there.

Slowly the threads come undone,

A greater price my heart has paid,

For the vow brought well anticipated hurt,

The vow becomes a swear.

To be with thee for eternity,

I no longer fear,

As the white has turned fading shades of burgundy,
Alone together no longer a prayer.